Friday, March 27, 2015

What are you thinking right now?

For someone who has trouble to put her mind at rest, it's interesting how as soon as someone tells me say what you're thinking right now, my brain stops all activity except the essential to keep me breathing, my heart pumping blood, and all the basic commands to stay in the same position and not fall on the floor. Suddenly, there's silence in my thoughts, and if you would talk into one of my ears, the sound would travel in straight line and go away through the other ear, unchanged. You could even hear the echo inside my skull.

That's how I felt after reading this week's challenge from Strawberry Singh. There's a series of sentence-beginning words, and you have to complete them by writing down the first thing that pops in your head. And that's quite difficult to me. Just by stating that, "the first thing that pops in your head", I'm already blocked. Why? I suppose that because I fear I will say nonsense. Writing gives me a chance to first think what I'm going to say and how. This is more like talking, and talking I am quick to screw things up.

Also, some of those sentence-beginning words refer to how I am, and if you're reading me for a while, you know that I always say, I am the least objective person in the world when it comes to define myself (as it happens to anybody else, with themselves.) So what if I say that I am kind. Does that really mean that I am kind? No. It means that my perception of myself is such of kindness, but that doesn't mean I'm kind. People around me could be more accurate, although the closer to me, the less accurate, I would guess. (My reasoning behind the latter is that the closer to me/someone, the more biased towards me/someone.)

Still, I'm giving this a go, hoping I won't stay blocked for long.

Meme Instructions: Copy and paste the following statements in your post and complete them writing down the first thing that pops into your head. Don't forget to link your post in the comments.

I am... just a person.
I want... for the pain to go away.
I have... a story to tell.
I wish... that story never happened.
I hate... I've never done. For a long time, I thought anger was hate.
I fear... what hate can make to happen.
I search... for peace in my mind.
I wonder... if she will ever get what she deserves, although I know she will not.
I regret... having allowed her to know me.
I never... pronounce her name.
I always... want to learn more; about my job, about people.
I usually... smile, to hide what's happening under the surface.
I dance... no more.
I sing... no more.
I often... don't say what I feel.
I sometimes... remember her happy smile at that funeral.
I cry... at the memories.
I need... something that erases them, for I know there will never be justice.
I should... complete this and get back to work.
I love... and they know.


OUTFIT CREDITS

Mesh body: Coco Doll (Bandage & Cut), from Coco (Cocoro Lemon)
Mesh hands: Coco Doll, Hands (1), from Coco (Cocoro Lemon)
Mesh ears: Coco Doll, Ears (Human), from Coco (Cocoro Lemon)
Mesh head: Coco Doll, Head 002A, from Coco (Cocoro Lemon)
Mesh eyes: Coco Doll, Eyes 002 (Blue), from Coco (Cocoro Lemon)

Hair: Felicity, Reds, from Truth
Corset: Orianna Lace Dress, Black (Coco Doll Size), from Zenith
Headpiece: Dahlia hat, black, from Baiastice
Necklace: Misha Dark Fairy, Chocker, from Maxi Gossamer
Spider: Spider face, from DRD (Death Row Designs)
Wings: Eternity Wings, Carnal, from Remarkable Oblivion

Poses: Dreams of Steel #4 - Mirror, Dreams of Steel set, Black Tulip (mine)

WL Water: Phototools - Chandra sea
WL Sky: [TOR] SCIFI - Orange balm

(Yes. I repeat outfits. I told you I'm not exactly a fashion blogger, but rather, someone who likes to dress up for the stories and pictures.)

Tuesday, March 24, 2015

Waiting for you

I can't remember when I sat on these steps to wait for you. All I know is that it feels like a long time. You asked me to wait here, no matter what. You said you'd be back in an hour, but the truth is that I have no recollection of what happened. Did I really see you show up? Were you the one carrying that needle in your hand? I don't know. Those images are blurred in my memories, then they fade to black. I can just say that I'm here, waiting for you, as you asked me to do. But there's so much I don't understand. I feel empty, and... is this cold? Why does it feel so dark? Why I cannot feel my body anymore?

I'm scared... Where are you? Will this wait take any longer?


This story is also published in The Night Corner

The ghost is out already for tomorrow's round of Woeful Wednesday.

Sunday, March 22, 2015

Perception of Second Life

I've been postponing this one until I could find a moment to ramble without frontiers. So... Yes. Another challenge: What is your perception of Second Life? Why am I making it this time? The answer is in the answers.

Meme instructions: Make a one minute video at your favorite Second Life location and/or answer the following questions and share what your perception is of Second Life. If you do a video, upload it to youtube or flickr. If you upload it to flickr, please add it to the Blog Memes Flickr Group and don’t forget to leave a link to your post in the comments.

I don't have tools to record video, nor my computer would allow for creating a decent one, so instead, I will answer the questions. (Surprised?)
  1. What is your perception of Second Life?
    Despite almost all of my online time is devoted to working, I see Second Life as a safe place where I can play my fantasy without any real (physical) damage. I can switch appearances to take pictures without the risks of plastic surgery. I can teleport without having to worry about where I'll park the car, or if the metro will be too crowded, and explore a slice of others' minds and their fantasies. It's my private window, to observe behaviour.

  2. Do you feel the portrayal or reputation Second Life seems to have in the mainstream media is justified?

    This is the question why I wanted to make the challenge.

    I feel this is an unfair question. I would ask this question instead: Why a virtual world where adult activities can be performed, such as sex, deserves any kind of bad reputation?

    Please correct me if I'm wrong, but sex is part, and an important one, of our real lives. Shaming sex activities in a virtual world isn't but the reflection of the mindset that sex in the real world is also a dirty thing that should only happen in complete darkness, closed blinds, between two heterosexual people and strictly to create new babies.

    /me rolls eyes

    Some people are fighting hard to explain that sex isn't something dirty, and not something to practice necessarily to create babies. Even more: sex can happen among more than just two people, and also with people of the same gender. In fact, when it happens among consenting partners, it's a wonderful experience. It can be done purely for pleasure, or to show affection. It can be done alone, whether it is for relief, looking for that pleasure, wanting to fantasize...

    IMAGE: Perception of Second Life, in Flickr

    The thing is, sex exists, people have sex, and shaming a virtual world that replicates in so many other aspects the real one, because there's sex in it, isn't but a sign of a sick society that is ashamed of the nature of its individuals: humans. Guess what? Those humans have sex. Grow up and get used to it, because sex is more pleasurable and safe when there's no guilt to enjoy it (among consenting partners). I think it's crazy that some people need to hide just because they're humans and want sex.

    It's true that there are many amazing places that aren't related with adult activities (euphemism for sex), and they are worth visiting. They really are. (I'm a fan of art exhibits and nature places, for example). But I think we do no favor to virtual worlds, and to the real world, if in defending those amazing places to visit, we imply in any way that we're ashamed about the existence of sex places in the virtual world.

    Journalists with no involvement in Second Life will continue to do a poor job and point at the sex places as if they were the only places to go, and of course, the devil, because society is an hypocritical beast that shames and condemns sex, while at the same time, sells it. It's our task to show them the beauty of the virtual world and the beauty of sex.

    There's more in Second Life than sex places. But there it is sex, too. And that is good.

  3. Do you talk about your Second Life with your real life friends and family?
    Yes, I do. My parents know that I am in Second Life. So my brother does. The important people in my real life know that I am in Second Life, and other not so important people know, too. My parents and brother, as well as the important people, are aware of my activities. They know I taught for some years, they know about the store. They know I've created some adult items, and they know I will create more. They know about my pictures and the stories.

    The only aspect of my Second Life that my parents don't know is my partner (but my brother, and the important people in my life, know, too). Why, you ask, if you're so open. Being open doesn't mean that I owe explanations about my life to anyone. It means that if you earn my trust, then it will be easy for me to tell you things. But my parents never earned my trust, and, among others, my love life is not something to discuss with them.

    Some of my friends don't understand what's so appealing from Second Life. I ask them the same question, about those of their hobbies that I don't share with them, to make a point. When they tell me but this is different I ask them different how? So far, I have not an answer that would resist further questioning. Many forms of entertainment are virtual: the only that remains is the memory of what happened. So what makes watching movies at the cinema, and playing your own fantasy, different? At the end, in both cases, you remain with nothing physical in your hands, but new memories in your mind.

    Just two weeks ago, I was explaining to a friend about the poses I create, and what they're used for. Then he asked me what's the point of taking photos in Second Life. I just answered him with a couple of questions, What's the purpose of taking photos in the real world? What's the purpose of all that people creating art and sharing it in Deviant Art? He couldn't reply that without admitting, he was being prejudiced against taking photographs of a virtual place. And so he didn't reply.

    Some other people I know do understand what's so appealing, and encouraged me to never leave, if it helps me keep my imagination alive.

    I've brought some people with me to Second Life. Some stayed, others, no. But thanks to my not feeling that I need to hide what I do, I could bring more people in. Yes, in Second Life, when time permits, I escape from the real world. And I am not ashamed of what I do. If someone in my life doesn't like it, they better cover their eyes and ears, because I am not going to hide what I like, same way as they don't hide what they like.

  4. What is your most favorite thing to do in Second Life?
    It's hard for me to reply any question of the form what is your favorite [something]? Normally I don't have a favorite, but a range of most preferred choices. In this case, work aside (yes, I like my work here), my preferred things in Second Life would be: be with my partner, write stories with the help of the pictures I take, exploring places, drop skyboxes and other builds at my platform, for pictures (like the cemetery, the asylum)... There are so many entertaining things you can do here!

That's it for now. Have a great day :-)

OUTFIT CREDITS

Mesh body: Lara, from Maitreya
Mesh hands: Lara's hands, from Maitreya
Mesh feet: Lara's feet, from Maitreya

Skin: Lulu 02 C, Jamaica, from Glam Affair

Hair: Teddy, Reds 02, from Truth
Panties: Lycia Lingerie, Ghost, from Baiastice
Stockings: From the Little Miss Patty: ST. Patrick Days Special set, from Blacklace (Omega applier)

Poses: Sit on ankles #4 - Mirror, Black Tulip (mine)

Furniture: Dutchie
House: Autumn Cottage, from Trompe Loeil

Saturday, March 21, 2015

Mourning

The story of my life isn't but the story of the stories I choose to remember, imagine, reinvent, and tell. Some of them get better and more detailed as time goes by. Others, richer in pain, gloomier and darker. Others cease to exist as I no longer feel interest for them. And others have a special place in my heart, because I was never able to remove the knife.

"I mourn my mother. I mourn my other mother. I mourn so many people that are still alive. When did my life turn into a cemetery of living dead?"


This story is also published in The Night Corner

No outfit credits this time. I logged off before thinking of writing that down. From the top of my head, I'm wearing Coco's Doll, hair is from Truth (Felicity?), the corset is from Zenith, the headdress from Baiastice, the necklace from Maxi Gossamer, the wings are from Remarkable Oblivion, and the Spider from DRD (which I can't remember what brand is.) Oh, and the pose is mine, from the Dark Valentine set.

UPDATE - OUTFIT CREDITS

Mesh body: Coco Doll (Bandage & Cut), from Coco (Cocoro Lemon)
Mesh hands: Coco Doll, Hands (1), from Coco (Cocoro Lemon)
Mesh ears: Coco Doll, Ears (Human), from Coco (Cocoro Lemon)
Mesh head: Coco Doll, Head 002A, from Coco (Cocoro Lemon)
Mesh eyes: Coco Doll, Eyes 002 (Blue), from Coco (Cocoro Lemon)

Hair: Felicity, Reds, from Truth
Corset: Orianna Lace Dress, Black (Coco Doll Size), from Zenith
Headpiece: Dahlia hat, black, from Baiastice
Necklace: Misha Dark Fairy, Chocker, from Maxi Gossamer
Spider: Spider face, from DRD (Death Row Designs)
Wings: Eternity Wings, Carnal, from Remarkable Oblivion

Poses: Dark Valentine #2 - Mirror, Dark Valentine set, Black Tulip (mine)

Sunday, March 15, 2015

What's in a pose?

The Pose Fair will open the next month, and I'm already planning for it. Last night, after setting up for this round of The Liaison Collaborative, I reviewed the ad pics of all pose sets I've released.

If you know a little of my SL history, then you know that photography in SL is something that attracted my attention very early in the days. One of the moments I enjoyed the most, just a bit after my first year, was the creation of these photos (which was an order from a girl that wanted photos for her profile and picks):
Those pictures were taken in 2010, so don't expect finding anything mesh in them... at all. Anyway, that is not the point. At that moment, the only thing I was able to do, apart than arranging the scenario, was to add a pose script to the chair, a pose, and after a lot of trial and error, have the avatar at the position and rotation I wanted. It was just a month after that I started teaching in SL, and something I taught was creating poses with QAvimator. That made me to be closer of being able of creating scenes with the exact poses I wanted. My SLife became more complicated, though, and I think I only could create the poses I did show at class (Remember that saying? Those that can, do, those that can't, teach.)

My SLife became more complicated, then two years and half later, it became... a lot less complicated than it was :-)

It was then when, slowly, I started creating some poses. I confess, when I started, I was at a loss about what to do. Stands sets? Sitting sets? Nowadays, I've created quite several stands, sits... But with the exception of three sets, none of them have received that name. The rest are, in fact, mixed: stands, sits, and anything else, together in the same set. To me, it is easier to create poses when they have to follow a theme, or a story. Just stands, for the sake of it, feels like bureaucracy. I've never been good at anything that resembles to routine. You may wonder, how about the deadlines for events, isn't that routine? I don't feel them as routine, because what matters to me, is the poses I'm creating. Themes change constantly, so there's not a chance to feel it like I have to. It always feels like Yay! Fun!

Some themes and fairs have evoked some feelings in me. For example, it was for the World Goth Fair, last year, that I created two pose sets called Solitude and Despair. When Día de los Muertos was suggested for Pose me Amazing, I made Why did you leave me? There have been more, but these are enough to have me get to the point I wanted to reach.

There's a lot more in a pose, than simply rotating limbs until you get the result you think you want. That's a mistake I did, and the poses never came out being believable.

To begin with, when you work the poses, you aren't in SL. I use the Avastar plugin for Blender. When I create poses, this is what I see:


And this is what I finally have in SL, once I decide on an outfit, background, windlight, and turn ALM on, for materials and shadows:


You get used to this, yes, but it's always an exercise of imagination. Will this look good in SL? As I found out while working with poses, it's difficult to get the poses right.

The first thing you have to learn, if you want to make believable poses, is how your body moves, bends... When you're walking, are the hips straight, or swaying a little to the side? Does this change if you're carrying weight? When you want to look behind, which body parts will be affected by that motion? When you raise your hand to touch your hair, which is the natural position of your hand? And your elbow?

I'm not saying I've aced this, but I've noticed I'm a lot more self aware of my own motion since I started creating poses. I'm always studying my body. No, not that way. Well. Maybe that way, too. Okay, that way, too.

Once you start learning what makes a pose, a believable one, you learn the next, necessary thing: cursing the SL avatar. Like a sailor would.

You are going to find out the additional issues that the SL avatar introduces. The crotch will break easily, so easily, that you will think there's no way to have it behaving, unless the legs are closed. Why the shoulders bend that way? Doesn't that hurt? Is that the shin poking through the thigh? Why in all heavens, if the hand is separated from the body in Blender, those fingers are sinking on my tummy? (This is bound to happen even more often if you wear mesh hands).

The same way you stumble against this, you learn how to balance some poses in those difficult areas. If the leg stretches a little more, you may get rid of the shin-poking. If the buttocks look like a sharpened tool, maybe rotating the hips can soften the effect, readjusting then the torso. This may not be the exact pose you wanted to create, but it makes for a close enough pose that will not break so badly in SL.

One more issue in getting the pose and mood that you want, is the lack of facial expressions in SL. I know that there are facial expressions in SL, but hardly any of them is usable for photography. I can recall of very few times when facial expressions helped me. I've found that the eyelid mesh prop from Slink has helped me more times, for closed eyes.

There's another problem in creating poses: The huge variety of avatar shapes we may find, will make that some poses will not work for some shapes. For example, if you work with a skinny avatar in your program of choice, and the hands are right above the hips, chances are high that the pose will not work for curvy avatars: their hands will sink in their hips. Different arm lengths may make that one avatar sits, holding themselves with their hands on the floor, and others will have their hands floating. Unfortunately, there's not much that you can do about. At most, using inworld tools that will let you tweak a pose, to adapt it to your shape, like Animare.

Creating couple poses is even more complicated. If the avatars are separate, the problems you find are just the ones I've mentioned before, per avatar. But if they have to hold hands, hug, tangle their legs... Make sure of leaving a little of space, because once in SL, for one reason or another, fingers will sink, etc. And of course, different avatar shapes make for couple poses being even more complicated. You can make them work for specific shapes. If those shapes are well proportioned, your poses will work for many avatars. Not that this is of any comfort, but at least, not all is lost.

Still, with all these problems, it is possible to create believable poses for SL. It is possible to create stories with them, and proof is all the people that, in fact, create stories with them. Browse Flickr accounts that are created by SL people, if you don't believe me :-)

I started writing scripts and books as my main job in SL, and it still is my main activity. Creating poses has taken a little of time from that, but I'm not regretting it, at all. I'm being able of making a secondary job from one of my passions: telling stories, keeping my imagination alive, making everybody else to crawl in sadness when I achieve to portray feelings in just one shot.


Finally, if you're selling poses, keep this in mind: the best of poses will look as a bad job if the photography is poor. When you sell poses, you're not just selling poses. You are selling a whole scenario, a story, a feeling. Be it best friends, love, lust, wandering around the world, being silly... Poor photography will ruin your job. I'm not saying this as an expert in photography (I can't even get defined shadows because my computer cannot handle them), but as a consumer: I've bought many poses in the past, and now that I'm at the other side of the fence, I remember how the photography did make a difference to me, when it came to taking a purchase decision.

There's a lot more in a pose, than simply rotating limbs. I'm sure that, now, you understand why I said that. Have a wonderful day :-)

AURYN OUTFIT CREDITS

Mesh body: Lara, from Maitreya
Mesh hands: Lara's hands, from Maitreya
Mesh feet: Lara's feet, from Maitreya

Skin: Lulu 02 C, Jamaica, from Glam Affair
Freckles: Cassiopea Cosmetics, A (tn), from Glam Affair

Hair: Chick Habit, Red eye flight (and tinted), from Clawtooth
Top: Cabana top, Celeste, from Baiastice
Jeans: Kiara jeans bootcut, Black, from Pixicat
Boots: Leather ankle boots, Dark brown, from Aphorism

Poses and suitcase prop: I'm late! (first photo) and Travel #2 - Come back soon (second photo), Black Tulip (mine), out now at The Liaison Collaborative

ANSEL OUTFIT CREDITS

Skin: Cruz, 02b Tan Skin, unshaved + base + bodyhair, from Redgrave
Eyes: Promise, blue 1, from MADesigns
Glasses: Custom Eyewear - SCT, from Gos
Mesh hands: Slink Male Hands (AvEnhance) - Relax, from Slink
Hairbase: Hair Base - Dark Brown, from MADesigns
Hair: Garrett - Dark Brown VII, from MADesigns

Shirt: Real Shirt - Closed - Long Sleeves - Tucked, from hoorenbeek
Pants: Mesh Versa Pants - Straight - Brown, from hoorenbeek
Shoes: Regal Shoes - Black with Black Socks, from hoorenbeek

Pose and suitcase prop: Travel #2 - Come back soon, Black Tulip (mine), out now at The Liaison Collaborative

Tuesday, March 10, 2015

First, and recent, or my, how time goes by!

This week, Strawberry Singh presents two challenges in one. It's because of the second one that I decided to also do the first one.

Meme instructions: Share a side by side comparison of your first blog picture beside a recent picture of your avatar. Don't forget to share the link to your image in the comments and add your pictures to the Blog Memes flickr group.

First, let's state the obvious: I can't believe that next month, I will be six years in Second Life. Time goes by and all that. When I started in SL, I really sucked at using the camera, and I mean it. It took me months until I learned how to take pictures of my face, more or less at the angle I wanted it. That means, I have many pictures where I can see my back, many pictures of landscapes, many pictures from my profile, in odd positions, and finally, about July 2009, I learned (sort of) to use the camera, and started taking selfies (I don't think that the term existed back then?)

So, to the left, how I looked like when I was just a few months in SL. I was using a Redgrave skin, and I think that just a month after I decided I would be redhead in SL. Which lasts until this day. I didn't know how to use the camera, but I did know very well that I disliked almost all the freebie skins, so my skin was something I changed quite early in the days. To the right, my current me. I'm still using the eyes I bought from Redgrave, back in 2009 too. I haven't updated my eyes for daily use because the exact color, the iris size, the shine position... Define more of my face than I expected. I've tried other eyes, closer tones... but the differences were quite noticeable to me. It was like seeing an uncanny valley version of myself. I've never felt comfortable in other eyes, for daily use, so I'm sticking to my 2009 eyes. I wear other eyes for example when I use pale skins... But those are just for the purpose of the photo. My me is still using those pixelated 2009 eyes.


Now, let's go for the interesting part (well, at least, for me... because, you know, I like writing.)

What would I say to my teenage self? That's an interesting question. I've often said "I am glad I've grown up, because I would not want to go through my teenage years again". I've also often said "how I wish I had known all this". Let's see what I can tell to myself.

#DearMe, if you think you've suffered in this life, be quick in growing a thick skin, because things are going to get interesting. I know you've heard to your mother say, all days, for a long time now, that you're a monster. I know that she treats you like one. I know she provokes your father against you. I know all the other things. You have to learn that she's not talking to you when she says and does all those horrible things. She is talking to the reflection she sees of herself on the mirror. You will see this happening a lot. Many people you will meet, will project all their misery on to you. They will try to make you believe that it is you the one that is wrong. They will try to make you feel responsible of their miserable lives, of their failure as decent human beings. But you're strong enough to leave all that people behind you. Learn to run away from toxic people. That includes your parents, if needed. Nobody is so sacred as to have you live a miserable life. Nobody.

#DearMe, I also know you've already learned about betrayal, about fake friends and lies. Do not forget those lessons, because it's easy to give in when you feel comfortable with some people, and it is then when the knife hurts the most: When they have your trust. Do not fight anybody else's battles. Learn to fight your own fights, and say no, firmly, when you're unsure about doing something. People will learn to respect you if you're firm on your boundaries.

#DearMe, I know you miss having had an actual mother, not just someone who gave birth to you and made your life miserable. But no matter how weak you may feel, do not let any other woman to replace in your life what your mother never was. Just, don't. If there's only one thing you are going to listen from all the things I'm saying, let that thing be this one. Do not let any other woman to be a substitute of your mother. Never. I don't want you to know the pain, when she will stab you directly on your heart.

And last but not least, #DearMe, stay in shape, because I know you prefer finding solutions rather than stirring conflict, but still, some people do not want solutions. Some people want violence and blood. In those cases, you need that your body is able to run the hell out of the place where you are.

I could tell my teen self more things. But she will have to learn on her own, and make her own way in life, just like I did. The things I've written above are the ones I truly wish, I had known in time.

Sunday, March 8, 2015

First of the year

There's a ritual I follow every year, since more than a decade: when the first flower opens, I take a photo of it.

In some way, flowers saved me, time ago. Their colors bring light into the darkness of my memories. I want to remember this every year, and celebrate, my own way, the moment the first one blossoms. I hope that, eventually, I'll completely recover, and will paint the garden in vibrant colors, like I used to do. But while that happens, I have the strength to, at least, be there for the first of the year.


Have a great day! :-)

Saturday, March 7, 2015

Things you need to know about mesh bodies (Part 2)

This article was published in Fusion Magazine, March 2015. Click for the magazine!

Greetings everybody! In the previous issue of Fusion, we started defining what a mesh body is, what the UVs of the mesh body are, and why this means a lot more work for skin and clothes creators... Particularly when some parts do not conform to the SL avatar UVs.

In this issue, we're going to talk about alpha zones.

Similarly to when we wear clothes over our SL avatar, some clothes will completely cover the avatar in the areas they occupy, and some other clothes won't, resulting in the effect that the mesh body pokes out of the clothes. When using the SL avatar, the solution consists of using a special clothing layer called the alpha layer. These alpha layers, as we know, will make the indicated areas of the SL avatar transparent. In the process of rebaking, the server shows the avatar's skin, minus the alpha areas indicated in the alpha layer.

We might think that the same process could be translated to mesh bodies: Have a texture as an alpha layer, and apply it to the body. The bad news: Currently, we cannot do this to prims (Remember that mesh items, in the end, are also prims.)

That's why creators of mesh bodies adopt this approach: They decide where to create slices of the body (alpha cuts, or alpha zones), and then, by using a HUD, a script makes those alpha zones hide or show, as needed.

Maitreya's HUD
Belleza's HUD
Slink's HUD, v1 (the updated body was released after this article was ready to publish)

Now, keep this in mind: Each mesh prim may have a maximum of eight texturable faces. This means that for every eight alpha cuts, maximum, a new prim will be required, to be able to have more alpha cuts. It's not something that affects the final user, but when you ask to a creator to make more alpha cuts in their body HUDs... remember that this creates more technical issues for them. They can be overcome, but thank them for taking all the hassle.

We'll finish this issue with a note: If you're wearing a mesh body, and you have to alpha all of it, to wear your mesh clothes... just take the mesh body off! Your graphics card will thank you for it, and the graphics cards of those around you will, too.

The reason? Transparent or not, that geometry is still there, and so, is still transmitted. We don't want to add extra stress to servers and our own computer (and those of people around). Living in SL is also living in a community; be the nice neighbour and try to minimize the impact you cause on others' machines.

That's it for this issue! We'll finish the mini series in the next one, talking about appliers and the Omega system. Enjoy your SL.

Wednesday, March 4, 2015

Death at sea

There's another round of A Tattered Page about to begin. This time, the chosen book is 20000 leagues under the sea, from Jules Verne. For some reason, death makes my eyes to stare at it. Maybe trying to understand, maybe clinging to my life while I can still claim it, mine. That's why The Coral Kingdom chapter was the one to inspire my new item. It is a poses set, but as I was creating the poses, a story on its own started to be told in my mind. A story that comes next.

Click here for the story, published in The Night Corner

OUTFIT CREDITS

Mesh body: Lara, from Maitreya
Mesh hands: Lara's hands, from Maitreya
Mesh feet: Lara's feet, from Maitreya

Skin: Lulu 02 C, Jamaica, from Glam Affair
Lipstick: Sylvia Lipstick 03 F, from Glam Affair
Freckles: Cassiopea Cosmetics, A (tn), from Glam Affair
Eyelids: Mesh eyelids, from Slink

Hair: HAKU, True red (and tinted), from Argrace
Panties and babydoll: Dahlia, Black lace baby doll set, from Blacklace
Necklace: Imperial opal necklace, from Ashira

Poses: Death at sea #1 to #5, Black Tulip (mine), coming for A Tattered Page on March 7th

WL Water: Phototools - Chandra sea
WL Sky: [TOR] HORROR - Rancid Milk